Why are you here?
It’s not like u even care.
U think you’re so good at Pretending
As if I’m unaware.
You smile and shake hands
While holding onto mine
But only when there’s witnesses
Are you ever so kind.
Sometimes you forget yourself
And they catch a glimpse of your charade
Of The man behind the mask
The driver of the float’s parade.
Off to your corner you slink,
When no credit will be paid
For how you treat your wife, your son
As into the shadows they fade.
You live for you and you alone
For yourself, any Challenge braved,
But for those you claim to love
There’s no price you’d willingly pay.
You say what you want but not what u need
Then u expect me to fall to my knees
You storm off in a huff when u don’t get your way
Lock yourself in your room
Thinking you’re making me pay.
But what you didn’t see, were the eyes of your son
You didn’t even think about
The Hurt you’d just done
You selfish bastard,
You think you’ve won
When all you’ve done is hurt another one.
And for what,
As you seek to poison yourself
You say you want to change
And then you hurt someone else.
But not me, not this time,
I’m so over your fucking five year old whine
Would you fucking grow up
Become a fucking man
You’re screwing yourself,
As fast as you can
You’ve no idea the price you will pay
For your lust and your greed that will never quench what you crave..